Bittersweet News

Home, Bittersweet news though in someways ! 

Firstly .my major Toe. on the left foot, they think that it can be saved, Diabetic Foot Clinic urgent appointment tomorrow, 

Secondly, the area on my left foot that they first thought to be either Cellultus and or a an Abcess . Well thats neither, good news you might think, well yes No more AntiBiotics, having already had 3 Courses of them, but the bad side is what the pain IS from ! 

Now the bad news, in the thigh, there is something like a HUB. or a JUNCTION. of Nerves, Ok who can see where this is going. ? 

The thing is my nerves are dying, mostly from the outer Peripheries inwards, the Nerves in the Hub are now Dying, this DETERIORATION is a completely New development, it means that the Nerves closer to my trunk are now Dying, closer to Major Organs, and the Nerves that control them, this also means that Nerves to the Major Organs that run through the Hub, 

Those Nerves are now SERIOUSLY damaged, this will affect the function and efficency of all of those organs, NOW wont that be FUN. ? Just another step towards the inebitable Organ Failure that in the end is going to kill me ( OK Yes I know, everyone else too, but in my case at a very much accelerated rate ! ), 

Only last night i posted that i feared my end was now very very close, who knows when my next Deterioration might be, or how bad an episode it may be, the max 2 years i should have, Is now a very very difficult target to acheive, 

Your continued Support, Empathy and Understanding, but most of all your LOVE and. PRAYERS would be so appreciated, I am very very SCARED, don't worry, i'll continue to FIGHT, and to FIGHT hard, every Day, Don't please feel sorry for me, Feel for my Darling WIFE and my dearest SON, 

WENDIE and. DAYNE are my Entire WORLD, 

I am DYING, as said many times before, There is no REPREIVE, no MIRACLE, wbatever your beliefs, in my case I believe GOD has a plan, and that includes me not having a LONG life here on earth, and thats OK, I'm cool about it, Wendie and I. have both come to terms with it, 

I worry, a Lot, about Wendie and. Dayne, and AFTER i do pass, I have arranged for them too POST so that you will all know,, I'm. Asking now for the same LOVE, EMPATHY, and of course. SUPPORT you've all given me, to be given to them too, 

SORRY. 

Too Much,

LOVE ALWAYS. 

Kman
17/2/14